ennui

i'm starting to tire of my job--it seems to have looped around to where i am doing the same things and saying the same things. there's little time for the reading/abstracting i used to do at work, and i am starting to feel rusty on the very techniques i am training others in. such is the life of the team leader, i suppose, but at times i just want to take a demotion and go back to sitting at my desk reading all day instead of running meetings, going to meetings, training others, and editing their work.